![]() ![]() However, if I broke the bonds that used to once be there and held things together, I'm not sure I'll be able re-mend the bond, but I think I could try. ![]() People change, and I regret some of the things I've done, but it happened a long time ago, and there's no way to change that. I realized that I'm really good at pushing people away when I really need them, or want them in my life. I'm also questioning my judgment a lot about people lately, or the lack of people in my life. I mean, it is MY life, I should be the one in control of it, right? I'm finding myself, working on myself, and taking my life back in my control. So, I'm stepping up and getting out there. I'm tired of standing in the same place while my life moves on around me, it shouldn't be moving on without me. But I'm using next semester as a fresh start, starting over, and I'm getting this shit done. So now I'm on academic probation, and if I fail again I won't be allowed to register. So I dropped all but one of my classes, and then failed the one class. Apparently since 2010 I've been on the wrong degree and taking all the wrong classes, and no one bothered to tell me until the beginning of last semester, it kind of broke me down and I hit a very low point in my life. It's pretty much drained me of all life and meaning, seriously, it sucks. School has pretty much taken over my life, and has been the bane of my existence, or lack thereof. So, I've been kind of lazy or busy, depending on who you ask, with life for the last - however long it's been since I last posted. I wasn't actually sure if it'd still be alive, or if I even remembered the password or not, but I did. I almost forgot I had a livejournal until I starting editing my FB profile because apparently I linked it on there. Hello livejournal, guess who's back!? You guessed right! Me. ![]()
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